Now we wait

I need something to take my mind off of the hour long wait to see my man again. 

Sitting in the waiting room now. What a horrible experience to watch little man be sedated. It’s not about me, but I don’t remember the last time I got that pale. Nurses had to get me juice and fan me. Jesus. 

My sweet man. My sweet, sweet sedated man. I love him so much. 

I also need to say how thankful I am for all of the support and love Carter has. Those that have texted, those that have called and those who are here with me now. 

We love you all.